A Doodle of How I Feel

I am not good at drawing, but I doodled a picture of how I feel.  It is me with my hands on my ears with thoughts racing a million miles a minute. Yelling Stop in my head. But, to the world around me, I seem fine.

How to Talk to a Person: my response to how to talk to people with X disorder

You have seen the articles. How to talk to a schizophrenic or how to deal with someone with borderline personality disorder as examples. I am not saying they do not have useful observations. After all, these are published by practitioners with much experience. Having contracts in a therapy relationship and firm boundaries is normal. Controlling … Continue reading How to Talk to a Person: my response to how to talk to people with X disorder

Brain on Fire : a review

I just finished watching a movie on Netflix called Brain on Fire. I am going to post spoilers so if you have not watched it, go, get the book if you can't get the movie. Don't forget to come back. I have trouble watching shows. If they don't hold my attention, I do something else. … Continue reading Brain on Fire : a review

Mental Health Conference

i went to a conference today. There were 32 workshops.. the first i went to was on Borderline Personality Disorder. It was very informative and i learned a lot.  The next was on support groups, that was good. There were a number of organizations represented. the last one i went to was "ask the doctors" … Continue reading Mental Health Conference

You May Not Be a Match

I was removed from the bone marrow registry when I updated my health information. They sent me an email saying they have volunteers and it was a safety issue. I didn’t think about it until someone mentioned they were turned down to donate blood because they have schizophrenia. It is not the medications we take … Continue reading You May Not Be a Match

Someone Has A Sense of Humor

I have attended a few Alcoholics Anonymous (AA) meetings. They are supposed to be more of a spiritual, than a religious program. I never felt like I belonged at the few meetings I went to. It also felt more religious than I am comfortable with, from the higher power, to the Serenity Prayer. I looked … Continue reading Someone Has A Sense of Humor

Don’t Use Me As A Pawn

Originally posted on Medium Note: I know this is a controversial post. I am open to discussion. I am not against any of these laws, I just don't like being presented as a problem. I have a mental illness. It is a scary one that starts with schizo… and is a thought and mood disorder. … Continue reading Don’t Use Me As A Pawn

Supplements for Mental Illness

Originally posted on Psych Central Follow My Blog: Triple Winner https://blogs.psychcentral.com/triple-winner/2017/03/supplements-for-mental-illness/   Edit: It appears some people are reading this as supplements instead of medication, my intention was supplements along with any medication and after consulting your doctor. Supplements Helpful for my mental illness or am I just making expensive pee? A few disclaimers: Supplements … Continue reading Supplements for Mental Illness

Breathe

Not long ago, I volunteered at a state conference for NAMI, the National Alliance on Mental Illness. I was able to see a few speakers throughout the event. One lecture I went to was on schizophrenia. I was very interested since I have a thought disorder (schizoaffective disorder). The psychiatrist speaking was a good speaker, … Continue reading Breathe

Double Whammy

I wanted to use the expression “The Best of Both Worlds” but Michael D Crawford*1 already used that to describe schizoaffective disorder. It is a combination of a thought disorder like schizophrenia, and a mood disorder like bipolar disorder, but has a quality of it’s own. *if you haven’t read his essays on schizoaffective disorder, … Continue reading Double Whammy